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It's itsy weenie
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My screen, you are so small. I can't see what I'm doing! Ohhh nooooooo.
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A Great Big Fank Youuuu
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I want to start off saying Thank you to #EyesonFF for featuring me in their gallery! It really is an honour!
Check out the fantastic art from even more fantastic artists there.≧(´▽｀)≦
Also I want to give a shout out to my sisters UnearthlyCircle and Hourglassbutterfly who gave me a motivation to start drawing again, and to start doing it with love.
Onwards!
I am doing a collection of Final Fantasy characters and hopefully I can get all of them done this week *coughnotthatanyonecarescough*. I also have some OC that I am about to get started on, one each for my sisters and some others for some friends of mine! ಥ‿ಥ so exciting~ >>
I also finally started my Sketch group with my sisters and friends. Hooray :>
Off to do laundry! Away!
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Shooo shleeepy
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I haven't been sleeping well lately. I look so tired but who can tell. HA!
I have been into drawing again *finally*. Robots, Robots, ROBOTS!
Also... I almost fell asleep using the hair dryer to warm my feet. That would have been bad.
I have been into drawing again *finally*. Robots, Robots, ROBOTS!
Also... I almost fell asleep using the hair dryer to warm my feet. That would have been bad.
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Hlumpf
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The Christmas season is amoungst us! Hurray! Hurray! Before I go on, Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to everyone!
Now, usually this is my favourite time of the year, but now I am feeling a little dejected.
It's my first Christmas away from my family. I can't make it home until the start of Spring, and it has been almost a year since moving to the Middle East.
I don't think anyone at home will mind, since they seem to be pretty relaxed since I left. Can't say I blame them... But I feel a little sad at being replaced
. Oh well, keep on moving huh?!
I got presents for everyone, so I will spend time wrapping them, and maybe I will make a Christmas Tree out of Cardboard
. It will give me something to do, since my husband is at work all day and my cat sleeps too much. I feel really lonely ;...
I have been feeling sad again lately, but I cheer myself up. I have a lot to be thankful for, I know, and I make sure to appreciate it every day. Just sometimes I feel really pretty low. BLAH.
Anyways, take care everyone!
Now, usually this is my favourite time of the year, but now I am feeling a little dejected.
It's my first Christmas away from my family. I can't make it home until the start of Spring, and it has been almost a year since moving to the Middle East.
I don't think anyone at home will mind, since they seem to be pretty relaxed since I left. Can't say I blame them... But I feel a little sad at being replaced
. Oh well, keep on moving huh?!I got presents for everyone, so I will spend time wrapping them, and maybe I will make a Christmas Tree out of Cardboard
. It will give me something to do, since my husband is at work all day and my cat sleeps too much. I feel really lonely ;...I have been feeling sad again lately, but I cheer myself up. I have a lot to be thankful for, I know, and I make sure to appreciate it every day. Just sometimes I feel really pretty low. BLAH.
Anyways, take care everyone!
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Ho-hum
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Sometimes I look at myself and I don't recognize who I am. Sometimes I hear my voice and wonder who the stranger talking to me is. And sometimes I see someone and think That is what I am supposed to be like,
No I don't mean that poetically, I mean it very literally.
I work hard at accepting who I am, but the way I look sometimes hurts me. I am happy for being who I am, having my life and my health. But sometimes I feel frail about my looks.
I know the woman I want to be. I can see her. I see her face and the way she acts. I am not her. Sometimes I feel sad about it. Sometimes I really want to be traditionally beautiful. Actually, I want to be able to take a nice picture every once in a while hahaha...
I feel like I am not like a woman. I want to be. I feel like I am a different species. Not really human sometimes. I make jokes about myself, but there are times it hurts me too.
I say things like " I can't go out today, I don't want the world to go black and white and have people run up to me trying to get me out of town, like Frankenstein hahaha...", or putting a picture of Quasimodo as a picture of me (even though he isn't ugly to me). I make jokes because it is good to not take yourself so seriously.
My earliest memory of seeing myself was at 3 years old. I saw myself in the mirror and cried because I thought I was a man. I thought I had yellow hair with a headband. I was dark haired an odd looking.
All my childhood people made fun of me and said how ugly I was... But I am happy about that. It made me a nice person.
I don't hide in my closet anymore too. But going shopping for clothes does still make me cry. I had to go home early because I started to cry looking for jeans, and I didn't want to be sad like that in public.
Oh well I like me, and even if I do not look like Monica Bellucci or some wonderful woman, I am actually happy to look this way. If I was very beautiful I would be treated different.
I just want to be able to bring the best of myself out there.
Any suggestions?
No I don't mean that poetically, I mean it very literally.
I work hard at accepting who I am, but the way I look sometimes hurts me. I am happy for being who I am, having my life and my health. But sometimes I feel frail about my looks.
I know the woman I want to be. I can see her. I see her face and the way she acts. I am not her. Sometimes I feel sad about it. Sometimes I really want to be traditionally beautiful. Actually, I want to be able to take a nice picture every once in a while hahaha...
I feel like I am not like a woman. I want to be. I feel like I am a different species. Not really human sometimes. I make jokes about myself, but there are times it hurts me too.
I say things like " I can't go out today, I don't want the world to go black and white and have people run up to me trying to get me out of town, like Frankenstein hahaha...", or putting a picture of Quasimodo as a picture of me (even though he isn't ugly to me). I make jokes because it is good to not take yourself so seriously.
My earliest memory of seeing myself was at 3 years old. I saw myself in the mirror and cried because I thought I was a man. I thought I had yellow hair with a headband. I was dark haired an odd looking.
All my childhood people made fun of me and said how ugly I was... But I am happy about that. It made me a nice person.
I don't hide in my closet anymore too. But going shopping for clothes does still make me cry. I had to go home early because I started to cry looking for jeans, and I didn't want to be sad like that in public.
Oh well I like me, and even if I do not look like Monica Bellucci or some wonderful woman, I am actually happy to look this way. If I was very beautiful I would be treated different.
I just want to be able to bring the best of myself out there.
Any suggestions?
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